For The Day

I did not love you for that week
I did not love you for that year

lust did play a factor,
but not as well as fear

and as I sit here writing
an attempt to just forget

I feel my head grow heavier
and my cunt swell and get wet

I ignored that you were too puny
I ignored that you were unwell

I paid only the attention
that a man craves in hottest hell

I cannot cure this longing
in my loins and in my gut

I've always been your buddy
I refuse to be your slut

I did not love you for that month
I did not love you for that season

You don't need an explaination
you don't deserve a reason

I love you for a lifetime
I need not apologize

for the pain inside my gullet
or the ache between my thighs